4am by Our Lady Peace takes me back to an old chapter of my life. And when I heard it on the radio today and while listening I thought, “I did figure out what’s wrong.”

…finally. And it feels so good.

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I walked around my good intentions
and found that there were none
I blame my father for the wasted years
we hardly talked
I never thought I would forget this hate
then a phone call made me realize
I’m wrong
If I don’t make it known that
I’ve loved you all along
just like the sunny days that
we ignore because
we’re all dumb & jaded
and I hope to God I figure out
what’s wrong

I walked around my room
not thinking
just sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much
like somebody else
I never thought I would just
bend this way

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