This morning for the first time since amm died, I wrote an exam.

I did it without her sending me a care package to help me study. I did it without her phone calls of encouragement. I did it without her offering to help me learn the material. I did it without her phone call this morning, wishing me luck. I did it without her sending me “good thoughts” while I wrote the exam. I did it without taking the little bear she gave me that stayed in my knapsack, all through university and came to every exam with me.

I didn’t want to write the exam this way. But I did it.amm bear

 

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