Today on PBS they are showing Les Miserables: The 25th Anniversary Concert DVD. And the moment I turned it on, the tears came. This music has such meaning for me. I grew up with this soundtrack. Listening with amm. I can see her with me when the music surrounds me. And I cry. Tears of missing her. Tears of the mother-daughter relationship in the story. Tears of wanting her to be here, with me, in my living room, watching with me.

On the bright side of things, I learned that my celebrity crush, Nick Jonas, performs in this anniversary show. I plan to buy this dvd, curl up with a bowl of popcorn with cheddar cheese and pickle slices and watch. And cry. And eat. And be with amm.