Today was a rough day. Just sh*tty. And I thought of how I will be able to visit amm soon. I thought of how I will take her pj blanket and spread it out on the prairie and lay down with her.

What I would do for a hug from her right now. And for her to stroke my hair. And whisper in my ear that it will all be ok. And tell me that she loves me. And have her call me “Princess Kae” and “her beautiful girl”.