Tonight I watched a movie with amm. My plans changed and I ended up alone tonight. So I decided to watch a movie and I found The Time Travellers’s Wife. Because amm loved this book and so did I and it was like I was watching the movie with mom.

And I cried throughout. I don’t know if it was the story, or that I wished amm could be watching with me, or that I still felt so alone.

But being alone is ok. Hard…but ok.