when you share one little post about one night of crying and you are bombarded with texts and emails from your dearest friends. 🙂

Thank-you everyone. It means so much to me. But know that this is my new “normal”. Having these waves of sadness as the days go on. I’m not doing any worse, or any better, with the loss of amm. Just the same. And maybe I just never admitted before to what my new “normal” is. Does that make sense? So reading this now caused you concern?

Whatever the reason, please know that I will have months of not crying and then it just hits me. My new normal. Nothing to be worried about. But I do appreciate your attention to the matter. I am one lucky chick to have you all in my life. I am.